bad_ass_bitch (bad_ass_bitch) wrote,
bad_ass_bitch
bad_ass_bitch

Just me. says:

r u doin ok

backhanded says:

yeah working thru some shit in my head

backhanded says:

shit = steen

Just me. says:

whats up

backhanded says:

steven

Just me. says:

do tell

backhanded says:

id rathr nottalk about it - i've said it all to myself too much already

backhanded says:

i jhjst have to get myself ready to stop seeing him and really let him have it

Just me. says:

heids have i let u down b4

backhanded says:

it exhausts me thinking about it claire

backhanded says:

just exhausts me

backhanded says:

and you have never let me down

backhanded says:

i just know what i must do and i am strong in it this time

backhanded says:

he didn't even send mea happy birthday sms

Just me. says:

i hopew so heids

backhanded says:

to me that screams you mean nothing

Just me. says:

i really really do

backhanded says:

especially after i made sure that he wasn't all alne on his birthday

Just me. says:

hmmmm

backhanded says:

itsthe backhanded slap i needed to shock me out of my illusio aht he isn't selfish or imamture

Just me. says:

he just doesnt care

backhanded says:

no

Just me. says:

enuff

backhanded says:

not enough anyway

backhanded says:

he give sthe illusion he does

backhanded says:

but its bullshit so he can use me

Just me. says:

yes but they always tell u what they think u want to hear

backhanded says:

and if he doesn't mean itto coem across taht way, well hes not doing a very godo job of hiding it

backhanded says:

seriulsy, he can go to hell

backhanded says:

i love him, buti deserve better than that

backhanded says:

he isa selfsih ass hole and i've had enough

backhanded says:

everything is alwayts my fault

Just me. says:

heids u do deserve better

backhanded says:

i shoudl always cahnge

Just me. says:

and u will find it

backhanded says:

and he never makes any shifts in his view points

backhanded says:

i am stupid, ignorant, blind and e\weak

backhanded says:

well uck him

Just me. says:

and then u will realise u didnt really love him but u truly believed u did

backhanded says:

i am none of those things

backhanded says:

i am me

Just me. says:

nour not

backhanded says:

and he can fuck off

Just me. says:

and how u let him to do that i willll never know

backhanded says:

no mattre what goodness is in him, he isn't worth it

Just me. says:

but remember this conv ok

backhanded says:

becaus ehe is a godo perosn claire

backhanded says:

i have sia dit to myaelf lats night and over and over again claire

Just me. says:

he is?

backhanded says:

i wont forget it

backhanded says:

he is

backhanded says:

deep down e is truly beiatuful

backhanded says:

but he cover sit up with slefish imamture bullshit and i cant wait for those few preciuos momenst when beauty shoine sout

Just me. says:

heids how can u say that

Just me. says:

he let u think he cared

Just me. says:

he mistreated u

Just me. says:

mislead u

Just me. says:

used u

Just me. says:

why do u only see the good

Just me. says:

it was never a good trait of urs

backhanded says:

becuase he is godo laire

Just me. says:

heids if he was good

backhanded says:

he just poiles a whoellot of shit on top of it

Just me. says:

hed be apologising, and changing

backhanded says:

if he wasn't calire, i wouldn't hav efallen for himin the first place

backhanded says:

no - cos he shit is too deeply ingarned

Just me. says:

heids maybe he was good to start with

backhanded says:

an di'm not waiting around any more

Just me. says:

but ppl change

backhanded says:

no - steven is as he always was, he just let his baeuty shiena littel bit more until he dicede dtaht i chated on him, and wasn't just being who ia m and accepting me

backhanded says:

until he decided to blame me for everything tah twa sdiffernt bewteen us rather than cherishing differnce

backhanded says:

until he kpt on being a narrow minded little fucking coawrd and hid from his true feleings

Just me. says:

lol

Just me. says:

u make me laugh

Just me. says:

ur so angry at him

backhanded says:

i really am

Just me. says:

and i can tell ur angry at u

backhanded says:

and whn i finally talk to him

Just me. says:

but u still defend him

backhanded says:

i dont knw what is going to coem out

backhanded says:

co sim not blind to the two side so a person like he is

backhanded says:

i can see the gdo and the bad and for along tiem the godo was worth it

backhanded says:

it isn't anymore

backhanded says:

he todl me on his birthday that he would never forget gaynor's birthday (his ex's) - she meant a lotto him, and now she was posion

backhanded says:

well for someone who has been fucking him teh last 3 montsh and whos birthday he ahs in his dairy, he coudln't even say a simpe happy birthday

backhanded says:

he has teh net and te phoen everyday

backhanded says:

fuck him and his selfishness

backhanded says:

its enough now

backhanded says:

whatever hsi reason for beinga selfish fuck, i want no part of it

backhanded says:

baggage is wih us all - it shwat we choos eto do with it ahtt makes us differbt

backhanded says:

and he is a sheep

backhanded says:

carrying it with him wher ever he goes

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