bad_ass_bitch (bad_ass_bitch) wrote,
bad_ass_bitch
bad_ass_bitch

c/o something somewhere better says:

wats with the name meegs?

c/o something somewhere better says:

did you kill a baby with bathwater?

Baby + Bathwater says:

haha

Baby + Bathwater says:

no

Baby + Bathwater says:

it's for pat

Baby + Bathwater says:

throwing out the baby with the bathwater

c/o something somewhere better says:

hahaha

c/o something somewhere better says:

nice

c/o something somewhere better says:

i just got this image of you realising that babie and bathwater didn't always mix

Baby + Bathwater says:

i thought it seemed appropriate

c/o something somewhere better says:

it does

c/o something somewhere better says:

so wat is the bathwater?

Baby + Bathwater says:

i haven't had a bite from him. - i assume he is online but i am blocked, but then, maybe i have been deleted

Baby + Bathwater says:

i guess the bathwater was the relationship...

Baby + Bathwater says:

what'st he cherry

the cherry on top of the cake says:

maybe you have been. i think steven blocks me periodically

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i'm about to block him , maybe

the cherry on top of the cake says:

steven last night

the cherry on top of the cake says:

it was teh cherry on top of a very big cake i am tired of eating, sick of eating actually

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i send him an sms asking if i coudl come round today to ask hima question in person, anmd his reply was... (actaual words not known - i deleted message)

the cherry on top of the cake says:

SURE!! after fucking with my head all week, sounds exciting! see you at 12.30. dont be late. i'm going to bed. dont message me anymore]

the cherry on top of the cake says:

fuck him

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i dont need taht shit

Baby + Bathwater says:

grrrr

Baby + Bathwater says:

yes

Baby + Bathwater says:

fuck him indeed

Baby + Bathwater says:

no you do not

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i was with the girls thank od, i almost cried at the message. why watse my tears on wanker tho? they were great

the cherry on top of the cake says:

fuckingw ith jhis head? wat the fuck? fuck his selfish shit!

the cherry on top of the cake says:

its all about him, and ordering me around, where does he get off?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

so taht is it. i told him not toi worry about it, aftera messga elike taht, i didn't want to see hima nd left it at taht

the cherry on top of the cake says:

he is fucking immature, insecure, selfish and self centred

the cherry on top of the cake says:

and i've had enough of being abused and insulted

the cherry on top of the cake says:

that cake can go to the dogs

the cherry on top of the cake says:

dont get me wrong, he has a ot of great qualities, but right now, all i seem to get is this hit, and i dont wnat it

Baby + Bathwater says:

and u know u don't deserve it

Baby + Bathwater says:

in a way it is good....

Baby + Bathwater says:

- makes things so much more obvious

the cherry on top of the cake says:

my understanding of the break up was that he couldn't love me anymore and he couldn't forgive me, not atht he hated my guts and couldn't stand me anymore

the cherry on top of the cake says:

it really does meegs. it really does

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i'm just so sad and isappointed and i pity him

Baby + Bathwater says:

it makes the whole situation suck tho now

the cherry on top of the cake says:

it does

the cherry on top of the cake says:

what is his call?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

really?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

bah, who cares anymore?

Baby + Bathwater says:

oh babe

Baby + Bathwater says:

it's turned intoa real mess hasn't it

the cherry on top of the cake says:

its gone so haywire, but really, i am jst getting over it so much now

the cherry on top of the cake says:

looks like we both are in the same boat

the cherry on top of the cake says:

fuckers.

the cherry on top of the cake says:

if pat ever insults you tho, man, do not ket him get away with it

Baby + Bathwater says:

not likely - he will just never talk to me again

the cherry on top of the cake says:

estelle last night was gonan call him and abuse him. glad she didn't. i didn't need it. but it was godo getting the actual message out with the girls an dthem seeing for themselves

Baby + Bathwater says:

but it's absolutely not fair

the cherry on top of the cake says:

better than relaying shit]

Baby + Bathwater says:

we are the ones who got hurt, are on the ground and then get kicked and hurt some more

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i know

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i really hate em for that

the cherry on top of the cake says:

hmm, what do you make of this?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

the girls read his message as his week had been fucked up and i was like the cheery on top of the cake. i read it that i had been fucking wit hhim all week and this was enough

the cherry on top of the cake says:

this is what he wrote in his journal

the cherry on top of the cake says:

its funny dont you think?

the things out of reach

and when you tell someone else

they pull back a little

so you cant reach them either

its curious i find

that the way people help

is to mimic the pain

that is cutting your hands apart

its kind of cute

dont you think?

seeing me being broken

and the way you help

is to break a little bit yourself

not of but more of

myself

i am glad to be alive enough

the cherry on top of the cake says:

to know what is happening

even if i knew it was happening

before it did

i wonder how much stronger this will get

the cherry on top of the cake says:

if he is talking about last night, it seems the girls impresson was right, but still, everything else he siad, ordering me around and the sarcasm, i dont deserev the lack of respect. but now i feel like i have betrayed him when he wa sreaching out

the cherry on top of the cake says:

fucker! manipulating fucker!

Baby + Bathwater says:

bloody hell

Baby + Bathwater says:

how complicated!

Baby + Bathwater says:

would you benefit by doing the Pat.

ie doing the chop, and axing communications?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i want to

the cherry on top of the cake says:

but i've already forgiven him

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i cant meegs

Baby + Bathwater says:

yeah i know. it's soo not the best option - but if he continues to hurt u....

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i know

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i will have to

the cherry on top of the cake says:

no, i wantto send him an email and ask him if his message was meant to abuse me and say id been fucking wit his head all week, but i'm not going to

the cherry on top of the cake says:

or shoudl i?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

shoudl i pull him up again?

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i dont know

Baby + Bathwater says:

i don't know either babe

the cherry on top of the cake says:

me either

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i prolly will send itto him - i cant hate him

Baby + Bathwater says:

babe, i gotta go lunch soon...but will be back in 20 mins or so

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i cant

the cherry on top of the cake says:

i ant shut him out either. tehre is too much shared

the cherry on top of the cake says:

iw ont be here

the cherry on top of the cake says:

down with men!

the cherry on top of the cake says:

boys that aren't yet men!

the cherry on top of the cake says:

enjoy your lunch meegs

Baby + Bathwater says:

yeah grrr

Baby + Bathwater says:

i'll be back soon

the cherry on top of the cake says:

no probs

the cherry on top of the cake says:

love ya girl

the cherry on top of the cake says:

always

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